Selasa, 16 November 2010

colorfull in my life

1) The age of my birthday


I am turning 30 next may, 2011. oh-my-god, 30?! time flies so fast! Im going number 3!!!! The real journey hasn’t begun yet? i guess i must be ready now...with my own family, my baby and my lovely husband....start to take challenges, to deal with risks, to make rough decisions, etc. loads of serious stuffs ahead.






2) A place I'd like to travel to 

1) Alpen mountains 
2) Dead sea







Basically, i want to go everywhere on this world...with my beloved and my little angel :-)

3) Favourite Place
hmmm..very favourite place of me!! I like SLEEP
hahahaha....sleep is like a heaven






and..sure me and my husband is like watching movie. Yes, this is the place where we've spent out our time together. Dieng, Malang is our fave place.




ahahaha....I think beauty salon is every girls' friend.








4) Favorite Food
yes, the first and forever...Fruit Salad  I LOVE IT MUCH !!!!!
next, is occasional cheese and another that is so many guramee pesmol ....hmmmm yummiii and goat satay....



4) Favourite thing(s)    Handphone..yach I cant leave it although only for hour and i think now every people need it!
    it's not something "lebay" we say in Indonesia that handphone is the most thing. And this one below is
    my handphone which accompany me everywhere, everymoments and everytime.
High heels, never enough for me. Black, Pink, Brown, White, Chocolate, Blue -  I like all colours.
Accessories.
Is always you can look at me. Litle bit fashionable, makes me look girly and sweet hahahahahah...

and again..this one is every girls friend too.......................!!


5) Favourite color
    White is beautiful...I like this color much.











6) A city where I was born
Pandaan, Pasuruan East Java - Indonesia









7) A city I ever live in
Let me mentioned them Pandaan, Malang (a place where I was met with my beloved one) and place full of love. 

8) A nickname I have
I can’t find suitable pictures. i have some nicknames : ndutz (my lovely called me, especially not because of  I'am fat but some of my body are sexy hehhehe), ririn (almost everyone called me so), mayya (is a famous nickname in cyber world), pocil (my brother usually called me), cipun (close family), mbak (for every people commonly)


9) College Major



CIVIL ENGINEERING. I think the picture clear enough. It is the best picture i can find so far. hehe. anyway, i know nothing about engineering. gosh, maybe it is written to me. i so much hope that in spit of  my very lack engineer’s way of thinking that i have now, i could be a good one someday *nod wisely*.

 10) Name of My love
family, husband and asla and friends. they are the most precious gift i have in my life. they complete my life, i wouldn’t ask for more.

11) A bad habit 
      I can find a good pictures for this. I can keep my money. Much money makes me confuse, what should i 
     do?? what should i buy?? what a good planning?? bla..bla....yach money makes me happy but also sad :-)

12) A hobby
     Sport, Listening  music, travelling, watching movie, sleeping, working, hang out with friends.....
     so many activity I like and I'm not a person which like to be silent and just sit down on the chair anyway.


13) Wishlist
      I wanna be my own home (*_*)


    and absolutely our car..to go anywhere..

     and the most peoples want....to be RICH hahahhahah

14) My favourite songs 
      Sing a Song...I like pop, pop rock, hardcore, alternatif.
      OASIS, Boyzone, SO7, Letto, Ungu, Bonjovi, Ya sudahlah..., Aishiteru (both are the tittle)
 

    
Yes..finally my game is over now!

 

  
 





























Minggu, 07 November 2010

---refresh---

last weekend 5 of November 2010

sekedar berbagi kegembiraan...

memang dia adalah satu2nya orang yang siap berada dibelakangku, disampingku dan didepanku
tak peduli dikala aku jatuh, gembira dan bahkan saat aku sedikit mengkhianatinya...tp dia senantiasa stand by me.... dan hmmm.....selalu memenuhi apa yang aku impi2kan.....

tanpa kuduga dia telah menyewa villa buatku...untuk kami berdua.......
kembali mereguk hangatnya percintaan antara kami..... yang aku tahu...sepertinya butuh refresh

tanpa mempedulikan derasnya hujan dan malam yang semakin larut, kami terjang semua rasa ragu, rasa resah, rasa kalut dan semua yang mungkin akan membatalkan rencana kami. 
semua demi menghidupkan kembali api cinta kami yang sempat redup (T_")

hmmm...dan selebihnya sesampainya kami disana, kalian tahulah apa yang terjadi.
ya semua seperti yang ada dalam kepala kalian....
kami berdua....begitu dekat..begitu hangat dan semua tak kuasa menghentikan kami pada akhirnya

ya, great weekend buat kami berdua!! 

 

it's going one week...

Rabu, 03 November 2010

Menghapus Jejakmu

............ 
Terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku meragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan
perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan kan hidup
reff:
engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu
teruskan langkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan
perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba tuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup
engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu
lepaskan segala nya 2x
engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu @2x
na na na na na na

........sesuatu yang samar namun nyata (^__^)

November 3rd, 2010 

Tuhan memang Maha Pengasih dan tidak akan membiarkan hambaNYA terlena dalam hal yang semu...
Ya Allah semoga apa yang aku alami tadi malam merupakan suatu kebaikan dan semoga aku bisa ikhlas menerimanya....Ya, I have to!!!!

sesaat setelah Cinta itu membisik lirih di kalbuku dan aku membiarkan diriku terlena...menikmati dan menjalani dengan penuh perasaan yang terukir indah...melayang...

di setiap waktu dalam kesendirianku, tak lupa kau memanggilku dan membiarkanku tahu apa isi hatimu, apa anganmu dan apa tujuan hidupmu.
ceritamu selalu indah di dengar dan akan aku luangkan waktu untukmu senantiasa....itu janjiku sebelum aku mendapati bahwa engkau telah berbohong kepadaku!

ini adalah bukan suatu hal yang kusukai, dan tanpa sepatahkatapun engkau biarkan aku tersakiti.
dia ngak berhak atas itu semua terhadapku...meski ternyata dia lebih berhak terhadapmu daripada aku.
dan.....
ta'sedikitpun engkau berusaha menjelaskan kepadaku apa yang terjadi sesungguhnya....apa yang engkau sembunyikan dariku....

membisu....terdiam....dan mematung!! itulah yang engkau lakukan.

hmmm......kalau itu yang menjadi keputusanmu...ok lah!
tapi aku yakin 1000x yakin bahwa engkau akan menyesali ini semua, menyesali apa yang telah engkau lakukan terhadapku, menyesali semua yang tak terselesaikan, menyesali semua dalam suatu tanda tanya besar dan menyesali semuanya tatkala engkau menyadari...bahwa engkau adalah benar-benar mencintai aku.
lihat saja.




(....membuatku membenci "aishiteru" yang selalu kau ucapkan untukku)

Senin, 01 November 2010

This is it!

good morning.....
finally i can find the right song showing my feeling...
this is it!
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down